Hey all friends and family at River, I haven't been around lately for several reasons. One is severe depression and the others are that the devil is trying very hard to steal whats left of my children and my husband. Things are like WALKING EGGSHELLS EVERY OTHER DAY My hope is very low and I know I don't have what it takes to be a worthy daughter of Christ and my family shows it. My kids are a disaster and I know that its on me.Please pray for me this week. I love you all and miss you all. Debbie Pilona |
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Prayer - Debbie Pilona
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My dear sister, I hope you know you got some prayers going up for you. I just read this and I do know what it is to feel these things. I want you to know that I turned to the one place that I drew alot of strength from back in February through August of 2007. My daughter and I were going thro' crisis and I went to JOB 4 and 5 I read this until I was purple, I walked and prayed for what seemed like forever (6 months). I prayed for a hedge of protection on my family every day. My obsession with my daughter and her choices put strife between me and my husband and me and my babies. I finally had to realize (with the help of ur bro')that I hadn't given it completely to God. I was still telling Him how I wanted Him to handle it. When I gave "IT" up at last to Him, and realized that his plan might be the destruction of our family as I knew it, and that I had to surrender THAT to him and accept never having my family the way I once saw it. THAT is when the miracle happened. That is when she came back to me. I couldn't have done that without spending so much time in JOB and seeing in what ways I was different but in what ways I was similar to JOB. You are a wonderful person and God will make lemonade out of the lemons in your life. Please be patient and obedient to him. Your family might have a HUGE testimony someday that will blow you away. Don't let Satan convince you that this was all your doing. Other people made their own decisions too. God has control over Satan. God will win your family. BUT not in your time. Pray for strength in waiting. He WILL give you more than you can handle, he wants you to lean on him. I prayed over chpt 4&5 for you tonight. I love you. Hang tough! See you at church.
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